Confuse me

Over the week i have made some shocking discoveries about my personal behavior towards people in general. interesting is what i would call the weekend. Firstly i have had a friend over to stay at my place for afew days... well as far as he is concerned, everything between us is really bright and sunny... but really, at the other end of the rainbow im not exactly finding the pot of gold.

Save me someone PLEASE SAVE ME!!!! im dying here in my fragile shell of a thinggie.