silver lining o where art thou

you know the feeling you get from when you try a new chocolate bar with the intense anticipation to have fireworks in your mouth but it ends up being some crap'o'rama? yep crap'o'rama is the word to discribe the human chocolatebar i met the other day.

its often ironic and bizzare how you think someone is gonna turn you on bigtime but in actual fact doesnt have whats called "chemistry". Maybe im just being too picky but honestly i couldnt really deal too much with a boy who is.... a small boy....

another question i do need clarification in is how much chemistry do you need to be in a relationship? how much of it is based on personality cliques and how much of it is based on lust?

i have this teory that all great relationships always start out with lust. now i guess most baby boomers will disagree with that teory because it isnt the "right" thing to do but honestly... what do you really think of when you see a man or a woman? or a candybar on the shelves? do you honestly go "look i think the sexy looking candy can give me a nice chat" or "whAo MAMA gimmie some of THAT"

and should a 5 yr gap matter if you have a good connection with someone both physically and mentally and the chemistry is there? i mean sure he will be like 60 and ill be like 55 but its still possible rite???