ultimate confusion

well the season of giving is here or in malaysian terms... HARI NATAL mwahahaha
its supposed to be a really calming season of lotsa rest and plenty of slow days. See the thing with this year is, our family has been having a constant flow of visitors from overboarders of sea and land. if i were to discribe my current state of mind i would say that im pretty "drained".

The funny thing is that although i feel tired and worn out, im actually quite happy to do it all... strange eh... and although i do sometimes prefer to go gallavanting with my friends rather than bringing people around tourist places(aka places i have visited like 5 or more times) im sure that my uncle and aunty will always remember.

i have made afew new friends since i last wrote into my blog... they are great people... although they may fight alot... well... everday... but i guess thats what comes with "marriage" hehehe
i do feel that i am in a way neglecting my friends from uni but although they are nice people... i dont think they understand alot of the things i have to go through as a non straight boy lol.... just makes it difficult.

play nice
kev the pest