shoo be doo bang bang

Well its settled then im officially screwed... i have sunken deep into sad songs mode...

1) The carpenters cds
2) The judds cds
3) Diana kralls cds
4) The everafter soundtrack

... the list goes on...and on... and on...

even going to the "market" for the eve of anzac day party ( inya day was there) didnt bring out my inner fabulousness!!! my dear little cm says that its normal to pine over the recent events but!! i am not normal... if anything im FABULOUS!!! besides pining is so last century and not to mention such a waste of precious time.

Is pining on the 21st centuries not to do list? or is it just a general phase that all of us have to go through to prove that we have lived in this world? is it a battlescar that we all cannot avoid? to knock myself out of this rut and stupidity of ending up sad and crying all night long lol im going to go out more and see more things... maybe that will help mwahaha

lets hope i have enough inner fabulousness left to shine +^_^+