The realisation

Well today i finally realised that i have to really get things in order. The massive problem i have been encountering is actually trying to control my urge to be more focused on anything im doing.The thing is i dont even know if i can get this problem fixed. Even to focus my energies to solve this very problem is kinda tight.

A***n says that it is a simple problem that is very easy to fix. GEeze easier said then done... he isnt in my shoes... but what he says is true as well... i cant hide from the fact that i have problems and these problems really need fixing.

but anyway besides the doom and goom, we celebrated dads birthday today!!! yay and i cooked risotto and some lamb it was a smashing success... then we headed off to my aunts place to pick out an outfit for my sisters **semi-formal** attire dinner tomorrow. She naturally scored lotsa new clothes, and i scored books and dvd's hehehe