Alfie Alfie Alfie

"Theres always that one person that will always have your heart, you never see it coming cause youre blinded from the start".

Today i watched the movie "Alfie" and often i wonder how much of what he said was actually part of my life...dont get me wrong, i dont randomly lead people on, use and abuse them. It is rather more complicated than that. Its something he said ... it was somewhere along the lines of "so whats wrong with me? what am i lacking? i have good taste, im not bad looking... good threads... whats missing?"

I do often try to convince myself that im happy in this world and content with what i have but... you know... im coming to terms that im dissatisfied with it lol... i want more now... but i just have to find a smooth way to rise up and figure out what i want.... and get it

mwahahaha
kevin going insane!!!!