Isnt there a white knight??

If you were to go, I don’t know, You’re the only one who sweeps me off my feet, Makes my soul go weak, The only one who makes my heart wanna beat and I, I could never live without you, You know that what I feel has to be true Cause you’re my, my sweet love....

sigh** another beautiful day spent doing absolutely nothing lol isnt it great. Maybe i got too sucked into my book i forgot to actually get out and do things haha... i will tomorrow hehe

The realisation

Well today i finally realised that i have to really get things in order. The massive problem i have been encountering is actually trying to control my urge to be more focused on anything im doing.The thing is i dont even know if i can get this problem fixed. Even to focus my energies to solve this very problem is kinda tight.

A***n says that it is a simple problem that is very easy to fix. GEeze easier said then done... he isnt in my shoes... but what he says is true as well... i cant hide from the fact that i have problems and these problems really need fixing.

but anyway besides the doom and goom, we celebrated dads birthday today!!! yay and i cooked risotto and some lamb it was a smashing success... then we headed off to my aunts place to pick out an outfit for my sisters **semi-formal** attire dinner tomorrow. She naturally scored lotsa new clothes, and i scored books and dvd's hehehe

Another year added to the forthcoming

And it starts again, the fresh beginnings of the beautiful unknown future,

Commemorating this outrageous year ahead I have solemnly pledged to actually update my blog more than just once in 4 to 5 months, the... I refuse to say that ill never relapse into my lazier self of nothingness he

Lets get up to the tedious work of updating my lovely readers on my progress on life.

Firstly, i have noticed that i have been slipping into the deep dark vortex of being slightly overboard with the doom and gloom of late. But the fact that i notice that im being slightly depressive to others means i know i need to perform some changes in my lifestyle that would kind of guide me back to the safer lines of sanity.

Soooooo to be a healthier individual i have started to curb most of my more evil habbits such as waking up at 2 in the afternoon (get up time is now 930), missing breakfast in the morning ( i now have a fruit and some cereal for breakfast) and i am working on getting a move on with finding a new job and in the near future possibly moving into the city area of melbourne. I personally think its about time i faced the hardships of the real single life and self support hehehe

now about the happenings surrounding the holidays ive been up to hehe...
the family decided to head down to portfairy in victoria for a short getaway. To those of you who do not really know where portfairy is ... lets just say that the 5 hour drive is quite interesting but.... nontheless harsh on the ass. (sitting down for that long in the car does not always bode well for a nice supple bum unless you personally prefer the bums of the flat type)

this is a picture of the beach at port fairy isnt it lovely seeing people just prancing around in the lovelyness of nature hehe.

this is me and my sis taken with my lovely i love NY shirt







and this is my bro and me posing at the beach well... sort of the beach haha in actual fact i think the lil plot of land behind us is actually suppose to be an island... significant to the the local folk in portfairy.

all in all .. i did enjoy spending the time with my family down in portfairy but im quite sure it isnt the ideal vacation spot. Lets just say it was alittle boring for a lil cityboy like myself. i prefer places with more colour and culture rather than just beaches. my teory being **a beach is a beach is a beach**

we did however stop by this evenmore fabulous place called warnambool which is the neighbouring emm... woop woop land (countryside in aussie talk). Now that is a place with more life to it. They actually had spots to shop and the beaches looked absolutely fabulous hehe. I think our next venture is to have a holiday there.

For those of you who know me, i just celebrated my birthday on monday the 13th of feb. I went out to lunch with one of my bestest buddies, celine ... my little lifesupport system. Got alittle tipsy on champers ... then i went out to dinner with aiden... hehe that was nice....

nyways ill need to continue my little batch of stories in the next installment of my blog... dinner becons me.....